(Source: theskankbank)

It’s weird, because this year especially, I’ve felt like I’ve been working so hard. And really, it’s all I’ve been doing. I’ve never been so busy in my life, and I’ve also never had so much I have to do in my life. And yet, when I really think about it, I suppose I could be working harder. What a sad realization. You suddenly think of all those hours spent oversleeping, overeating, and just not doing anything. It’s like there’s all these fucking little black holes in my life getting bigger and bigger. And all I want to do is get out of this mess and move on with my life. But to do that I have to work harder?! Fucking hell. All that other stuff is motivation, none of which I have. But alas, I’m going to start working harder. I don’t want to be stuck here anymore.
For the second year in a row, more American soldiers—both enlisted men and women and veterans—committed suicide than were killed in the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.
We give up what we want when we want power; believe me. Now, you want to show me you have the heart to be king? Show me you can control it. Wrestle it to the ground, numb it with ice. But you cannot be what God made you, not if you mean to take my place.
(Source: winterfeller)